Mrowwww =3 *throws you a kissu*
It's been a while, I know – is thinking about what happened in between -
(haha random fact, I typed the two sentences above like two hours ago, I'm bored as fuck and I think I might get into a hypermood soon)
So, as a start-off I'd like to tell you I was close to make a journal just a month ago. I typed the whole shit, and the only thing I needed to do was to press 'submit'. I did not do it though, perhaps because I knew back then that I was just having a small panic attack. What was I going to say? That internet is scaring the fuck outta me and I would not post any journals anymore because stalkers might read it, and we just don't realize the impact of the interwebs. It shows a lot, and we are just spreading personal information for the world to read it, not even anonymous since we all leave traces. I still believe that philosophy, I do. I just don't think that I'm capable of not spreading my information on here ( "here" as in "internet", since I can't say I'm dA-addicted. My journals and pictures and whatnot obviously prove that statement) Anyway, if stalkers are reading this, then they are and that is and so shall it be. I honestly could not give a bloody shyte anymore. I'm still wondering where I picked up the whole 'stalkers'-suspicion by the way. As if I really am that interesting to stalk.
Anyway, this it was and I'm ready for my new good intentions. (happy Xmas and all, enjoy your fucking holidays please)
Fucking holidays yes, am I to do much? Surprisingly I AM! I need to finish lots of stuff, I'm going to roam to different places, you might take that literally since I'm going to move out as well, for the 8th time I guess. I've lost the count somewhere.. ( yes I know I only use two dots and it should be three but I just think it's prettier and I don't always follow grammar-rules)
And I need to work as well, and I am to buy a shitload of new cloths tomorrow!! AND a new bedroom this week. It's going to be white and red, and the furniture will be very fairylike. I've bought some cute bedroom-accessories in the store today by the way. Yes I'm kinda looking forward to it, though the whole moving out and moving in days is BLEH! Unfortunately, I also need to make lots of homework
But ahh I'll survive.
And I'm about to craft as well! I promised some acquaintances to make them some pretty presents, just because I am that kind, and I love them and I hope they love me and I'm just spreading the love and happiness and everyone should follow my example. There is only one small problem: I suffer from chronic procrastination. I've been looking for a cure for years now, if you find it, please tell me <3 Oh, and the stuff I'm about to make: a GaGa-like hairbow (shouldn't be hard), two venetian masks (which shall be the first time, I hope they'll turn out right. I'll post the pictures anyway once they're finished), I'm about to make a cool accessory for sweet Sasuke-kun, but I've got the small suspicion she might read this journal so I'm not going to say it, I also need to bake brownies
Not hard AT ALL, but we need a new oven. Yay for moving to a house that has not got a broken oven! I also need to make some things for myself, I want a new cat tail and new cat ears. And I want to make a bustle, I want to make it for years now, and I really need to start on making the fucking thing ! (chronic procrastination aye)
What else is happening? Oh, I had exams and I was a studienerd and a no-life.. I always am but I really overdo it in those days and my results were *thumbs up* (= understatement).
Oh and before I leave I really want to tell you this: yesterday I saw the very last episode of Kuroshitsuji. I had already seen Kuro I half a year ago and a few days ago I decided it was time for me to see II. I'm obsessed with Sebastian, he's too fucking perfect and kinky and whatnot, and I drool over him every time I watch an episode, every time I see an image of Sebas, every fucking time I walk into my bedroom and see his pretty face on my posters <3 I'm about to come every time he fucking says :' yes, my lord' with that damn fucking kinky accent and grin. Or his 'Akuma de shitsuji desu kara' *gasps*
So I saw the very last episode and I had to cry. Not because of the ending, though I consider it somewhat tragic, but still okay, but I had to cry just BECAUSE it WAS the ending. I really need more of it, and I started to see Kuroshitsuji as another world, I almost saw it as reality, and now it's gone, and I shall miss it epic much. I shall miss Sebas epic much, I shall miss Cieru, and of course Grell, how could I not miss the kinky hot Grell? And of course undahtakah!! I will miss Agni and Soma, and the Phantomhive household, I'll miss Alois and his fucking butler Claude, I will miss Kuroshitsuji <3 epic much. But I shall miss you the most Sebas-chan. I'm missing you already. Oh, and can I just tell you that I normally NEVER EVER cry over programs/series/books/films and whatthefucknot? I truly believe me crying over Kuro MEANT SOMETHING!
I think I shall leave it this way –the journal I mean-. Thanks for reading my nonsense my smexy sweet cuddly kinky lovedropkittens.
Noet loves you!
And please: do me a favour and spread the love and happiness. So do I (I think I shall use this as my new life-quote)